Today was actually a good day. Nothing bad happened. In fact my mother not only went out but she contacted some of her friends. I am so very happy about that.
To be honest I don't have many friends. I what is called Schizoid Personality disorder. Which means I am prone to having very few friends. As of recently I had two good friends. One of which I haven't spoken to in almost a year. We usually talk online but he hasn't been on for months. I don't have his phone number and feel weird about just going to see him.
The other was a worker at my local deli. Recently the deli was raided my the NYPD because it was a drug front. My friend had no part in this but the deli has since closed. We never exchanged contact info. I could probably find him online but he didn't have a computer.
I could find them but to be honest I just haven't done it. I won't say I have no interest in finding them but it is rarely at the front of my mind. That is also part of my disorder.
Having said that I am actually pretty happy. All things considered my problems are minor. If you read this blog than you know what I mean.
I am going to try to post one of my short stories tomorrow. No promises.
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