Meh.

Meh is a funny word. It is a word that means middling indifference. Indifference is hard to describe. It is by definition uninteresting, unimportant and uninspired. That is how I feel. I can't really tell you why. I just feel so uninterested.

Maybe it has to do with not getting a package I have been waiting for. But no. I think it has to do with uncertainty. I am uncertain about what is coming next. That is to say, what the next problem is and when it will hit.

I know my mother is either going to fall back into old habits or move on. The problem is that this is not going to be a huge sudden occurrence. No. It will happen slowly, over time.

I don't know how to react to that. I don't even know what I am saying. To be honest I shouldn't even be posting right now. I have nothing definite to put out. I just wanted to express something. Anything.

There was one thing that made me smile. Check after the jump.

 

You see that picture. That is a picture of an awesome fat guy. Being an awesome fat guy I like seeing other awesome fat guys. It makes me smile.