Broken

Today started with a chance. A chance that it might be a good day. That didn't happen. Like yesterday and everyday since my mother's last visit to the hospital, she had what can only be described as a breakdown. I was able to calm her down and keep her home the last few times. Today I failed. As I type this, she is in the hospital yet again. I made sure she wasn't alone this time. She is with my Aunt. Who I love dearly. Unfortunately she is not very good at dealing with damaged people. She tried to talk my mother down, By saying and I quote "Calm Down.".

But I am glad she was here. I feel broken. My mind is frayed. I find myself shaking. If I try hard enough I can pull it together. I've trying to indulge in my favorite hobby. Which decorative knot tying. However I can't seem to concentrate. It's something that normally brings me peace. Now not so much.

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